今天，又去看牙，原来只想补一颗，结果发现有两颗都坏了，一颗坏的面积大一些，一颗坏的程度小一点。医生说不确定牙髓会不会暴露，要钻到里面才知道，如果牙髓暴露，那我可能就要做根管治疗了。又要烂神经？真是快要崩溃了！医生说，可能有些疼，你要打麻药吗？或者等碰到牙髓的时候再打？那一刻，我简直不用思考，就说：“现在就打吧。”先补坏的面积大的那颗，再补稍好一些的。既然坏的不深，医生说不会太疼，那么我就不想再打麻药了，忍一忍吧。哪想到仍然酸得我直流眼泪。结果还是把没用完的麻药又打上了。于是我的嘴巴就这么麻着，肿着5个多小时，不过好歹在补牙的过程中，不那么痛了。哎，可怜的我，连门面牙都坏了，伤感啊！

    百老汇87年的一部音乐剧Into the woods，由某人介绍给我看，挺不错的。不加评论，零星写下一些歌词。

    ("I know things now", Little Red Ridinghood)

    And I know things now, many valuable things
    That I hadn't known before
    Do not put your faith in a cape and a hood
    They will not protect you the way that they should
    And take extra care with strangers
    Even flowers have their dangers
    And though scary is exciting
    Nice is different than good.

   

    ("No one is alone",Cinderella)

    Mother cannot guide you.

    Now you're on your own.

    Only me beside you.

    Still, you're not alone.

    No one is alone.

    Truly, no one is alone.

   

    Sometimes people leave you halfway through the woods.

    Do not let it grieve you.

    No one leaves for good.

    You are not alone.

    No one is alone.    

     牙齿又出毛病了，从小到大，它们什么时候安生过？这次幸好有小姐姐，帮我挂到了口腔医院的号。医生是她的同学，nice and professional。然而洗牙的钻头在口中旋转的冰凉，丝毫没有因为医生娴熟的手法而变得温暖。一阵阵的酸疼，我尽量地忍着，虽然有时还是会叫唤。想起以前，以前那个会将医生的手打掉的自己，已经需要忍住疼痛了。